My girlfriend wants to have for the first time with me, and she doesn't want me to wear condom?

Are you prepared to pay child support for the next 18 years? Are you ready to actively BE a father or to feel guilty for the rest of your life from walking away from your child? Because that is the risk you take for a few minutes of pleasure without a condom. Your girlfriend may be hoping to get pregnant and is using the "real feeling" as an excuse to get your cooperation. without a condom feels great, but it is NOT worth an unplanned pregnancy and losing part of your income for the next 18 years.